In the mud

[edit: Ah no! Made a spelling mistake😭 Comic panel 3 “tring” = trying. “It’s like you’re trying to move through thick mud and think through think fog.”] The quiet strength and fortitude of continuing on… It’s like everyone around you is travelling at twice the speed and you’re in a dream where you’re stuck in …

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Things will get better

Het was een tijdje stil. En wellicht zal het nog een tijdje stil zijn, want tekenen lukt momenteel niet echt. (Zie het verschil met de eerste en de laatste comic panel) Het wordt al beter haha. Anyway, de eerste stap weer gezet om iets online te durven knallen, so please bear (& be gentle) with …

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Blurry

(Could not choose. Hover the cursor over the image to see the darker version; on the phone tap and hold the image to change the image) Welke vind jij mooier? 🖤 Moe… Zo moe… En gevoel van het verzuipen. Verdrinken in gedachten. Laatste tijd weinig (hoofd)ruimte voor het tekenen. Kan het niet zo goed uitleggen, …

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When you have…

In verband met een filmpje leek het me handiger om via instagram te laten zien. Je kunt naar rechts klikken met de pijltjes om meerdere varianten te zien, of maak je eigen variant! “And then sitting all day (in some sort of innerbattle) and letting the day go by, feeling even more useless.😔😎 This is …

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What’s wrong?

I’ve experienced some weird stuff this weekend. So I have chronic pain on a daily basis. (Years ago it was diagnosed as fibromyalgia.) But I’m finding out if it’s related to trauma. (and that’s hard scary work) I’m trying to find out more about where this daily pain comes from. (usually it’s at night, you …

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Little fighter

Fighting your own (invisible) battle every day is tough, I see you.🖤 Sometimes it feels like an impossible battle to fight, but we are still here doing just that; fighting! Here we stand, trying to move forward, one day at a time.🖤 Keep on fighting! PS: do you like these kind of drawings? I won’t …

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Feel the feelings

Feelings… Sometimes it may feel like that emotions are bad or that we don’t allow ourselves to fully experience our feelings. A little reminder: There are no bad feelings. Feelings are not “bad” or “good” but simply “comfortable” or “uncomfortable.” And even uncomfortable feelings (like sadness, anger etc) help us point issues we ignored about …

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Smile…

What makes you smile? Wie of wat maakt je aan het lachen? For me it can be the little things. Watching clouds go by, cuddling with the pets, favourite music, movie, game, music or book, rain sounds, watching the (night)sky, taking a walk, a share on this post, a… oh hahaha. But it’s true, it …

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More tired

I know the drawings have been a bit dark and heavy lately, and I’m sorry, but that’s how life can be sometimes. Ups and downs, mostly the downs at the moment and that’s okay too. I’m still in the middle of (new) physical examinations. Wishing for better days. Try to get up after hitting rock …

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