Error can’t find language.file. Sometimes I lose my vocabulary or, worse yet, I come up with all the wrong words. When someone asks me a question I feel like I have to answer immediately and my brain is like: “Ok byeeeee”. At times the Dutch language seems completely foreign to me, as if I just don’t know how to speak/write anymore. (Not that my English is any good haha) I know it has something to do with the past and the pressure to talk, teachers who were bullies because I couldn’t say some words perfectly etc. (That made me even quieter, scared to talk and always questioning myself if I pronounced something good, and if not there were consequences…) I guess it’s a child (traumatic / anxious) part.