Got plenty (comic) ideas, just can’t draw them out. Always feeling a pressure… For example; to draw. But it’s never good enough. I know this pressure thingy is going on inside. Some parts really put on the pressure and raise the bar. So was thinking: Let’s not force it, draw some Q&A answers. (because it feels freer to draw than to make comics) But my hands… My hands cramp up and get stuck. My head gets stuck. Just don’t know anymore. I don’t want to disappoint y’all lovely followers for not making any good comics lately.❤
And then there’s another thing: maybe I’m too strict or am having too many rules, but I can’t make a comic if “I” don’t feel that way at the time. It’s hard to explain, (trying to) because I really hope someone can relate to this. But it’s like: I have a lot of relatable comic ideas just to draw out, (it’s not like I don’t have anything to draw, plenty ideas!) but when “I” am not in ‘that’ moment or feeling (what the comic is about) then it cannot be drawn.
Just having a hard time in the headspace I guess.
Sorry for typing in English. I know some of you don’t like to read in English, but it feels safer for me for now. Thanks for reading all of this.❤